| RIP My Gallbladder |
[26 Sep 2008|03:22pm] |
I had surgery Monday. They took out my gallbladder.
Today was the first day I was together enough to sit on the computer for a while.
I still feel a bit strange in the head and I've been off the heavy meds for over 24 hours.
I've always been the girl with the bad reactions to the pills, so I'm not surprised this time either.
I balanced the checkbook today and it took WAY too much concentration.
Who knows when I'll get online again...
Best wishes to all my friends out there...
Love,
JB
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| Sorry y'all |
[25 Jun 2007|08:06am] |
My internet access is nill.
I love you all and wish you a happy summer.
(Written illegally from work... I could get fired for this.)
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| What have I done to deserve this? |
[30 May 2007|10:01pm] |
I am not able to view anything on my Friend page and I am not able to post onto anyone's page here or on MySpace.
I'm gonna call it a computer virus to make myself feel better. But, I really don't know what's going on.
I feel so isolated...
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| Positive Energy |
[30 May 2007|09:53pm] |
Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy!
Happy, Happy, JOY!
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| Rocky Horror |
[20 May 2007|08:25pm] |
Anyone Interested?
York Little Theater
First weekend in June
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| Not a moment to spare... |
[09 May 2007|10:30pm] |
Hi.
I'm still here.
Griffin has grown so much. He discovers new things everyday. He asserts his will and throws tantrums when he doesn't get his way. (He's 15 months old and already at the "terrible two's")
So, I have not had any free time to get online.
Works better. Not great. But, better.
Weight Watchers ended today. I lost 16 lbs. officially. I am going to try to do it on my own, because it's far too expensive to attend the dang meetings.
Money is tight. Super tight. Very sad.
I asked for sleep for Mother's Day.
I am dreaming of an adventure for my birthday. Anyone for a random roadtrip in September?
I wish happiness to all that read this...
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| No job satisfaction... |
[28 Apr 2007|08:33am] |
OK. I'm having a terrible internal struggle this week. I am not happy in my job. I'm not happy because I do not have enough to do. SO, essentially, I'm unhappy that I don't have to work hard.
Even thought they are paying me well.
I'm nuts, right?
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| Look out! |
[19 Apr 2007|09:50pm] |
Warning... low flying mood-swings!
This has been a strange week. While nothing dramatic has occured in my personal life, I've experienced vastly fluctuating moods this week.
I'm going to blame the diet. (I'm doing well, actually. 15 lbs off so far.) But, I know that there's more to it. I just don't to deal with the underlying crap... it always comes down to money and the lack of it.
Hell... I finally have a chance to write in this blasted thing and I can't think of a damn thing to say.
I send LOVE to all who read this...
Later- Jenny
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| I wanna go out! |
[31 Mar 2007|11:38am] |
Hello, All!
I am currently enjoying a moment to myself, while I wait for the dye to do it's thing on my hair.
I am feeling frisky. Yes, I said frisky, people. I wanna go out and act un-mommy-like. Call it Spring Fever.
We're going to the in-laws for egg hunting and eating this afternoon. And, I'm hoping that Kristin calls me to make plans for this evening.
Oh! I am so good... I got tickets for Lewis Black. He's gonna be at Penn State York on 4/22. They weren't cheap. But, John loves him and it'll be good to laugh together.
OK. It's time to rinse and then back to Griffin.
Happy April Fool's Day tomorrow!!!!!
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| New Pictures |
[25 Mar 2007|01:13pm] |
I uploaded some new pictures of my son.
He's getting so big, so fast!
Later...
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| Breaking the Food Addiction |
[24 Mar 2007|07:52pm] |
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I need a cigarette.
Something.... anything....
I'm doing really well with the Weight Watchers. But, I'm so damn hungry.
And, I'm a stress-eater. Stress is a constant in my life. But, on days like today (What do you mean I bounced a check?!?) I could eat a whole damn pizza!
It's a good thing John hasn't been able to quit smoking.
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| "Your face is your fortune... so some wise man spoke..." |
[21 Mar 2007|09:58pm] |
Hello. My temporary disappearance from cyberspace was due to back-to back illnesses in the house. First, John has a respiratory infection that kept us awake at night for over 2 weeks. Then, Griffin landed a stomach virus on top of a double ear infection.
I was on Mommy overload, and rather zombie-fied. Not to mention my mother moving, my sister expecting and some family losses... REAL life has been keeping me rather occupied.
Work is going better. I think I'm starting to fit. And, I've started to "lunch-up." (It's my personal belief that you need to lunch and socialize with those above you on the corporate food chain to survive, instead of dining with those on "your level" - It's totally political and I hate the shit. But, I do what's best for me and mine.)
It's the first day of Spring. About damn time.
No idea when I'll get to post next. Wishing you well! Adios.
"...My face is my fortune that's why I'm totally broke!"
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[25 Feb 2007|02:18pm] |
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It's snowing again. I have mixed feelings about this.
When I am snowed-in, I eat. This is not good, because...
I have joined Weight Watchers. Yes, I can't believe it either. But, something had to give and lately it's been the buttons on my pants.
So, a change in lifestyle needed to occur.
I've been doing good so far, but I'm only starting the 3rd week. I need to do this for myself.
The goal is to be back to "college-weight" by my 30th birthday. That gives me 7 months. I wasn't gonna post it, but it's part of the commitment thing.
Anyhow, I'm trying to decide what the reward will be if I acheive this goal. I'm not stealing anyone's idea, http://abeaverhausen.livejournal.com/ but I am thinking of ink as a reward.
I want something to represent my son... a large Griffin, perhaps? However, I've run out of concealable spots, so I may end up covering one of my other tattoos.
O.K. I've got to finish cleaning. The only thing worse than being snowed-in is being snowed-in to a dirty house.
Be well, y'all!
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| I do not ROCK. |
[24 Feb 2007|08:38pm] |
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I am totally bummed.
I got an email this week from an acquaintance who will be directing a production at YLT. Auditions are on April 16th and 17th. They have done the show at least once before.. it's becoming a tradition.
Rocky Horror.
It is a dream of mine. Soon, I fear, I will be far too old for such a show.
I have spent hours trying to figure out how I could be involved with this production, and it can not be done.
I am Mommy and that comes first.
I wonder if I will ever do another show.
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| Had a bad day... (damn, not that song again.) |
[30 Jan 2007|10:18pm] |
So, I just don't feel like I fit at this new job.
It may still be too soon to tell, and maybe it's my illness talkin'. But, I just don't feel like I'm doing well, and I'm a disappointment to my boss.
I'm gonna go sleep the day off.
Night y'all.
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| Illness finds me irresistable! |
[29 Jan 2007|12:20pm] |
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I am ill. I am home from work. I am going to bed as soon as I finish this entry.
So, the dizzy I mentioned a week ago was the beginning of sinus devastation. It's bad. I took a vapor bath last night and couldn't smell the vapors at all. I had to ask John if he smelled it. And, apparently I was menthol-ing the entire house, but I couldn't smell a damn thing.
So, generic Zithromax, do your worst.
I am not happy about this since I'm still in my 30 day probation at the new job. But, I did try to work today. It just wasn't to be.
Griffin is 1 next week! Dear Lord.
Oh, and totally unrelated... my Mom and Step-Dad are moving... one house over. Weird. I have to go there this weekend to help clean and let Mom know what I want to keep. It's all moving really fast. I sorta understand their reason for moving, but it seems like a lot of work for a better floor-plan.
Alright... to bed!
I wish you all wellness.
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| random |
[21 Jan 2007|10:51pm] |
Won $3 on a lottery ticket.
My cat is licking my toes.
A girl I haven't seen since she droppped out of high school our senior year emailed me yesterday. Strange because I was just talking about her.
Robyn was here in York today, but I missed her.
There's a shell of a plan to turn my basement into a photo studio.
I've been dizzy since yesterday afternoon.
I miss sex.
Work is boring and un-challenging.
'Night.
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| Blah. |
[18 Jan 2007|09:42pm] |
... blah ...
Work's ok. I don't have much purpose yet, but they don't seem to have a problem paying me good money to do crap work. At least for now...
Griffin's got a double ear infection. He's doing fine. He's handling it better than his parents are.
John had to stay home with him since I'm still new in my job and missing would not be good. His work gave him shit about it. I thought this was 2007 and the "it's the wife's job to take care of the sick kids" mindset was a thing of the past. I was incorrect.
On a side note... What is with this "Blood & Chocolate" movie? It looks like it could be absolutely terrible. I MUST SEE IT!!!!!
I look forward to a possible visit this weekend... no, I must not say anymore... don't want to jinx it.
Tomorrow's Friday!!!!!!!!!! I wish everyone a happy weekend. Later!
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| It's quite... too quite |
[11 Jan 2007|06:26pm] |
OK... so the whole "let them scream it out" thing is HORRIFYING!
It just hasn't worked well for us. But, I think it's time. I have no choice.
I have been holding Griffin every night, all night to sleep for over a month. It was partial nights for a month prior to that. I am constantly sore and stiff and tired. (This is not good for the new job.)
So, we may need to let him cry himself to sleep. Grrr! I'm going to cry just thinking about it.
OK... no more free time...
Later, y'all.
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| Never enough minutes in the day... |
[09 Jan 2007|08:32pm] |
Have zero time to type, but I wanted to post about the new job...
It's going well. As well as the first couple days go anywhere you work.
It's very professional and a little Hoity-toity. But, I'll deal.
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